OHPALIN™

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2011-01-01T21:26:00.001+08:00

Think you've found me, think again?
I've moved
www.fazlin-ferrer.blogspot.com
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

LIFETIME MEMORIES

2010-12-29T09:10:00.007+08:00

Alhamdulillah. The Wedding Solemnization & Reception went smoothly. Really appreciate all guest for coming. Being a bride is not easy after all. On behalf of Miko too, we are terribly sorry if we didn't managed to entertain all guest.

Day 1 (Solemnization Day) ;

Miko delivered his akad nikah very well and I'm so proud of him. I saw my father cried so badly which makes me upset and I burst into tears too. He's a great dad. He helped me alot when I'm having problems and I'm grateful to have a dad like him. Not to forget my mother for sponsoring most of the wedding needs.

Day 2 (Reception Day) ;

It was an awesome day. To see good long time friends just makes me tread on air. I know there weren't enough tables for all guests. Most of you came at the same time during Miko's big entrance. It was a fabulous day, no doubt about it! Sorry if you were unable to snap a shot with Miko & myself. After dinner, we had our last outfit for the outdoor photoshoot! We chose Jurong Bird Park because it's where our eyes first met. Beautiful memories happened there. Eventhough it was drizzling, we still managed to capture shots for our album. Sadly, we didn't managed to meet the Falconers & the adorable Tupa. The crowd at Hawk Centre was horrendous. Therefore we decided to gave it a pass. Sorry to keep The Falconers waiting.

We end the day with a goodbye to JBP.. Gonna miss that place so much and the lovely birds.

It was a good experience eventhough it's not really a grand wedding. I had truckloads of fun on both days. Now I'm certified husband & wife. Alhamdulillah. Do pray for us for a long lasting relationship and may we bless with beautiful kids. Amin.

Credentials ;

Thanks to Rolling Frames (Fadzil) for recording our lovely moments.

Great working him with even though there's miscommunication on the 1st day.

Thank you for making up to us by shooting our outdoor moments at JBP.

We will be awaiting the final video probably complete by end of Jan next year.

Thanks to Max Photography (Rizal) for capturing our lovely moments.

Great working with you too.

I can't wait to see the final outcome of our pictures.

Thanks to Syraskins (Syra) for the gorgeously done henna! I truly loved it!

Thanks to SMR Wedding Service for the nicely done deco & scrumptious spread of buffet.

I loved the purple deco so much. Duh it's my favourite colour!
The food was delicious. Received lots of positive feedbacks from dear guest.

A million thanks to Chantique The Bridal Gallery for the gorgeous outfits & make-over! Thanks to Kak Has for dolling Miko & myself up. And to Abg Zul & Kak Ros for the time. Good service! Strongly recommend CTBG to you.
Strongly recommend to those planning to tie the knot in years to come.

Last but not least, thank you to my family members, my mom & dad especially.

Without them, I won't be having such a memorable wedding.

Thanks to my relatives, uncles & aunties, cousins for their support.

To all my guest, thank you for coming down to celebrate this joyful occasion with us.

Really appreciate it!!

Stay tune for more pictures & video.

WE WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS

2010-12-24T09:01:00.002+08:00

So it's Christmas's Eve. Company's exchange gifts was awesome. I received a black card holder. Well, I do not need one therefore I gave it away to bby. Lunch was a-okay just that I dislike the noodle it's horrible. I should be thankful though. So after work, I have an appointment with Syra for my bridal henna over at Expo. Yes all the way to east side. Chop chop and we're off at 9pm. Lethargic to the max and I slept at 12.am for the big big day tomorrow... =)

NC16

2010-12-22T20:01:00.004+08:00

Celebrated my lil brother's 16th birthday. KFC & Pizza hut for dinner. What's even better was that, my wedding planner decided to come early today to decorate the void deck and set up the dais.. Never cross my mind that they will come today. Well, it's doesn't matter to me. The deco was beautifully done. I loved it, especially the dais. Really do like it. BUT!!! There's only one tiny problem that I'm not really happy with. It's the table arrangement. I can't find the right sentence to explain. So you'll have to come and see for yourself. Advance apology for that. Sigh.. 3 more days to go ....... Stay tune for more sneak preview!!!

9 DAYS

2010-12-16T09:08:00.005+08:00

Frustrated. Really frustrated. Exceedingly frustrated till I just wish I'm at Paris right now! Of coz I'll bring along sexy baby with me. Fat hope! Anyhoos, what I can do now is to just relax and accept all the critics, demands and whatnot. I just can't be bothered. Sick and tired of it. I don't want to talk about it i don't want to say anything. I will just keep my mouth shut and stay away from you.

Bridal room furnitures has arrived yesterday in good condition. My wardrobe is effing ginormous but sadly part of it, I need to give away to mummy to keep all her things. wtf?! And to add on to it is that, my dear brother was the first person to sleep on it. NBCCB! Very pissed about that you know! Moving on... We had our fittings too, yesterday at CTBG boutique. Alhamdulillah, I'm able to fit to all my gowns. Damn I looked stunning! Ok perasan! I really truly loved it. Hopefully the guests love it too hor? Spend almost to 3 hours there and home bitter home.

Last but not least, Happy 15th monthsary to us. Soon it will start from scratch on every 25th. Hooray!

PEACE.LOVE.MUSIC

2010-12-11T09:10:00.003+08:00

oh please next year line up would be as great as this year.
INFECTED MUSHROOM IN THE HOUSE PLEASE!

AND IN 16 DAYS TIME...

2010-12-09T14:05:00.003+08:00

I'm 95% done with The Wedding preparation. And in a matter of 16 days I will tie the knot. Are you excited as I am? I'm definitely looking forward to it. At the same time, pretty nervous too. Ironic isn't it? Next week I will go for my gown fitting. Can't wait to try it on. Hopefully I can still fit it cos you know, I ate a lot recently. Blame my spouse to be for feeding me excessive amount of foods everyday. hahaha!

And I can't wait to meet Syra for my bridal henna! I simply love her designs. Truly gorgeous! As for Miko himself, he still has one crucial mission to get it done and over with. I pray to Allah to help him. Sadly, my in-laws are unable to be present during our Wedding due to Christmas season at Philippines. But it's ok. Miko and myself are planning to hold a 2nd wedding but over at Philippines. Maybe yes maybe no. We shall wait and see.

One more happy story for me to share with you. I really enjoyed working in my current Company. It's been 4 days now and I hope I'm able to stay for a longer period of time. The people here are all friendly and funny too. My workload is laid-back unlike working under my previous employer. I thanked God for this.

Credits to all the people who've helped with the Wedding will be revealed at the end of this month. Stay tune for more updates. Lots of love. Palin.

CHOCOLATE SPRINKLES ON TOP

2010-12-05T17:55:00.003+08:00

Eversince baby is back in Singapore, I'm just feeling more happier than ever! It is an indeed a complete bliss being in his arms again. 50 days of not seeing each other. Thank God we managed to survive this long. I hope this will be the LAST. I don't want to be far away from him again. On his arrival day, I surprised him by turning up at Terminal One. And oh my he ran towards me and hugged me tightly. And to date, our love is as strong as the first time we met each other. Love you so much Miko!!

HELLO DECEMBER!

2010-12-01T15:10:00.002+08:00

December is finally here! Which means, Wedding Day is getting nearer and nearer! Pretty excited I shall say. On the other hand, yesterday was my last day of work at MIDAS. Like finally, I'm out of that stinky office and especially, I won't get to see that bastard face forever! I'm having my short break before I resume work in a new company on Monday. Alhamdulillah. I managed to secure myself with a new company with better pay and location wise is very convenient for me. Thought i could rest within this few days but I need to help daddy revamp the entire house for upcoming Wedding. Lethargic you know!

Well, on the bright side, my baby love spouse to be is coming back this Friday! Yeayy!!! I miss him like crazy you know! Separated for 1 month and 20 days is killing me ok! Oh Friday please come quick!!!

AMERICAN MUSIC AWARD

2010-11-22T20:15:00.003+08:00

If you might not notice, Agnes Monica was one of the Coca Cola Red Carpet host, American Music Award 2010!!! Yes I'm a big fan of her!!! She's my all time favourite idol! I'm always stalking her Twitter/Facebook/Fanpage. You named it! The AMA that was held LIVE 2pm at Los Angeles (Pacific Time), meaning, 6a.m Singapore time. I didn't wake up that early to catch it but I managed to catch it LIVE at 7a.m. And of course, Agnes Monica, she looks super hot!! I loved her outfit!! And not to forget, WORLD PREMIERE of her duet with Christian Chaves, singing "En Donde Estas"; Kau Dimana / Where did you go. She sang in Spanish can you believe that?! Well what can I say. She's just a great diva!!! Oh please, can I have you performing in Singapore!!!! =)

MOTHER

2010-11-17T19:45:00.004+08:00

Thanks a lot mother for everything that you have done for me for the past 20 years. I thanked God for having a mother like you. I know I'm stubborn and I'm not the best daughter/child in your life but I love you no matter what. I always forgive all the wrongdoings that you have done towards me. Because no matter what, heaven lies under a feet of a mother. I always pray for your health and may you live a longer life. Amin.

ON A RANDOM BASIS

2010-11-16T15:28:00.004+08:00

I'm alone in this cold office. It's raining cats & dogs, again. It's been raining in the evening recently. Well I hope the rain stop by the time the clock strike 6pm. What should I blog about? Basically, this is just on a random basis. I have nothing much to say. Boredom strikes you see. When there's so much to do, I'm complaining that it's really pressurizing. However, if there's nothing much to do, I will still complain that I'm bored to death. So tell me, am I being absurd or this is life?

Anyway, tomorrow is Public Holiday! A day off from office is just what I need. I bet what everyone needs right? I will sleep like a log and will only wake up in the afternoon. That's for sure! I need to rest my mind and body because work has been killing me mentally and physically you know! It's really stressful if you're working in a Construction & Engineering Company. Especially if your Manager is a problematic attitude kind of person. I can guarantee you, your life will be as good as living in hell. That's what I'm going through now in my current job. Well not everyday I'm being tortured. Some times only. Come on, I won't be working this long (4 months) if the company is belardy chaotic right?

So I will yadayada that part and moving on to The Wedding preparation. Yes in less than 2 months, I will tie the knot. Excited much! Everything is almost complete. I'm only left with the ring and exchange gifts only. Invitation cards will be posted out in 2 days time so please do check your mail box hor? So if you're wondering why on earth I'm so eager to marry off in an early age? Yes I'm just 20 for your info.

No I'm not pregnant if you must be thinking of that. I know some of you might be thinking, 'oh she's pregnant that's why she wants to get married'. HELL NO! Rest assure I can prove to you that I'm not pregnant ok if proof is what you want! So the reason is because I love Miko Fazriq and I want to be with him for my entire life. I want freedom from my parents. Well duh, every teenager wants that right? So they won't be tormenting much about me going home late at night anymore. HAHA! And lastly, I know he can take good care of me and be a responsible husband.

I think I've talked much so I end my post with a shout out to all Muslims out there, A HAPPY HARI RAYA HAJI!!!!

ALLAH SELAMATKAN KAMU AYAH..

2010-11-09T21:07:00.004+08:00

I don't have any pictures of my dad and myself. Well, he's a camera shy person you know.. I just wanna wish him a happy birthday! I don't know how old he is now because that's not important. What's important is, he's still alive and he's been the best dad ever. I prayed to God for his health and may he live longer in years to come. Insyallah amin. Above all, I love you daddy!

TIME FOR PRACTICALS!!

2010-11-08T20:14:00.002+08:00

Sat for Final Theory Test awhile ago. Initially, I thought I will surely fail but I was wrong. I passed! I really couldn't believe when the result was out. I mean, I failed BTT 3 times and I passed FFT by only one test. This is ironic. Alhamdulillah. Now I need to prepare for practicals and the scary Traffic Police Test. Shall deal with this after wedding. Toodles!

NO LONGER A TEEN!

2010-11-04T14:41:00.001+08:00

Twenty. Thank God I'm still alive and living life to the fullest. I prayed for longer life and good health. Amin. Birthday celebration with dear colleagues was a blast! Karaoked was madness. I enjoyed myself. 3 birthday cakes; From dear colleagues, baked by mummy & lastly, beloved daddy. If only bby's around to celebrate this joyful occassion. That will be a complete bliss!

MALIGAYANG KAARAWAN!!

2010-11-01T20:06:00.005+08:00

Even if I'm not there with you on your special day, I know that I'm always in every of your heartbeat. I miss everything in you especially the way you pampered me with love. Life is hard for us but I strongly believe at the end of the day, we can go through this obstacles together. Happy birthday my dear. I love you with no boundaries!
Mwah Mwah!!

SNEAK PREVIEW

2010-10-31T15:59:00.004+08:00

do make yourself free on that particular day.
your presence is greatly appreciated.

CHAMBER 82

2010-10-30T12:17:00.002+08:00

Last night, my colleagues and myself went to a pub for get-together session. It was Naz and my virgin gathering with them. One word, AWESOME!! It was a blast night I must say. We sang like we've never sang before, we played games, we drank tons of Tequila and we laughed like nobody business.

A night to ease all the stress away. Definitely I enjoyed myself and the stress due to work, family matters and relationship matters just vanish in a blink of an eye. I was hyped up until I was Tequila overload and I puke so horribly. Yes I puke. It was funny because my intention was to puke in a rubbish bin but I was unable to open the cover and I just puke on the road. I sucks at drinking I told you before.

Well I guess, it will be my last gathering I suppose. Reason because I thought of resigning. However, it's not final yet. We'll see how in time to come.

So when's the next drinking session? With my Pinoy friends please....

I CAN DO BETTER SOMEDAY

2010-10-28T19:55:00.002+08:00

I can prove to you and you and you and you and all the relevant people that i can achieve in life. I know im at the bottom. I'm good for nothing. I'm just a trouble maker, a black sheep. I know that I'm a burden to all of you. I never make all of you proud. I disappointed all of you with my atrocious O level results, I don't have a stable job with a good pay, I'm just a lousy person which have no bright future. But, there's always a but. I know there's one person who believe that I can achieve something in life. He knows that I'm striving hard and enduring all the hardship in life. He knows how much I suffered and he knows that I did my best. And that person is non other than, Muhd Miko Fazriq Ferrer. God knows how terribly i miss him. It's been 2 weeks he's far away from me. Sigh... If only he's here now.. I just want to be in his arms when I'm feeling very sad like now. I shall prove to all of you that I will be a successful person someday. Insyallah.

RIDING DIRTY!

2010-10-17T19:11:00.003+08:00

I enrolled my driving classes in March 2009 but to date I'm still stuck with FTT. How mortifying! I just could not find the free time to go and worst still, I did'nt attend most of the test. Yes I know I waste a lot of money. For now, I'm time constrain due to upcoming wedding. My money is all spend on wedding preparation thus I've not enough savings for practical. However, FTT test will be on the 8th Nov and I'm not prepared. OMG. I hope I pass. Cross fingers yah! Then maybe after wedding, I will start with practicals, Insyallah. To be honest, I'm kinda lazy to go test and practical you know. hehehe. As long as my spouse to be is a qualified driver, that's enough for me. He can be my chauffeur! =) GOSH! I effing miss him. 1 month and 15 more days to go....

1 MONTH & 21 DAYS

2010-10-13T13:10:00.002+08:00

You won't be around for that long. This will be the longest days we will be apart. But I strongly believe that you will definitely come back. For me, for our wedding on December 25th & 26th. Dear God, once again, I beg you to take care of him when I'm much too far away. And to you Miko, I promise I'll be good. Let's just hope, we can enjoy a lil bit at Zoukout before our big day ok? May peace be upon you... ♥

SO WHAT!?

2010-10-02T22:22:00.003+08:00

So what if I'm fat and ugly? Why do you people even bother so much at first? As long as I'm happy and my spouse to be is happy being with me. What more should I ponder about? Save your critics & insults because you know what, words can't bring me down. What's important is, my spouse to be is happy and I'm happy too. What do you get when you judge people physically? Fucking people nothing better to do. Mind your own world and why don't you back up on me and let me live my own life, my way. Thank you very nice! Peace.

KING OF HOUSE MUSIC!

2010-10-01T19:50:00.002+08:00

It's revealed that Tiesto & David Guetta will be at Zoukout this year. Awesome shit isn't it? Now everybody say WE LOVE HOUSE MUSIC!! But tickets up by $20 sucks lah hor? I badly and dying to go. Buuttttt... I need to save for my wedding which is very very sooooon... Hmmmm... What a waste if I won't be going right? I mean, come on guys, it's TIESTO & DAVID GUETTA for goodness sake!!! How can you miss such opportunities whereby you can groove to their live music right?! I'll have to discuss with my spouse to be.. =)

On the other hand, Agnes Monica solo concert which was spread out by Agnezone twitter is such a big disappointment! There's no news about the concert at all. So i guess, there won't be any Agnes Monica concert for now. And I hope, one day she will perform here in Singapore!

ANNOUNCEMENT!!

2010-09-24T20:51:00.002+08:00

All I want to say is, please make yourself free on the 26th December, 2010. If not, 25th Decmber,2010 is fine. There's nothing else I can say for now. Invitation cards will post out latest by early november. Thank you very nice.

EWA EWA AKU SUNGGUH LAWAH!

2010-09-19T20:26:00.003+08:00

Ok ignore the post title. It's on a random basis. Ok crap. I just got back from a gruelling day out with relatives for another raya outing. Imagine, in a cointainer lorry, with no aircon and you're with 5-6 person inside. Absofuckinglutely hot. Feels like you're in a sauna! That's it! I will forced my bby to rent a car for next year raya outing! hehe. Insyallah, I have my driving license on hand so that I too can have my ride. Anyway, had a blastful day despite the humid weather and the lethargic-ness. Monday blues is creeping slowly. Hate Monday! Now waiting for my Burger Ramly! Toodles!

15th September 2009

2010-09-15T21:19:00.001+08:00

I remember the first time our eyes met. Hawk Centre, Jurong Bird Park. It was my first time working at JBP as a Photographer and you was a Falconer. A few days passed by, I was assigned to go for Hawk Show photography and there, we first met. Initially, I thought you are a Malay dude. But as soon as I spotted your name tag; Frederick. I believe, you're a Filipino. I find you cute at that point of time. I know it sounds absurd but that's a fact. At the end of the show, we stood nearer and I said a random 'HELLO' to you. And your respond was, a cheeky smile and you were blushing. I still remember those moments.

Months passed and I was really busy with my responsibilities and I hardly bump into you in the park. However, sometimes, I saw you approaching near to my counter. Your intention was to see me but I know you pretended to be talking to someone over the phone. That's so ironic but cute at the same time. We had a short chat and that's it. We still have not exchange numbers yet.

You and me were normal friends and we're not so attached with each other at that point of time. I regarded you as a friend and not more than that. Soon, you began to flirt around with me. Yes I still remember. Those winks EVERYTIME our eyes met in the park. You never fail to wink at me. And the flying kiss when I'm going home.. I thought you're only fooling around with me. One fine day, I was assigned to do Hawk Show. At the end of the show, we had a short chat. You asked what time I end work. I said 6pm and you said I'll see you later then. So, I waited for you at coach bay. We walked to the bus stop together. The Pole. You remember the pole we stood beside each other? I do! We had a random chat; how are you, where you live and whatnot. Abruptly, you wanted to exchange phone numbers. LIKE FINALLY after 4 months I'm in the park ok! So ever since that day, we contacted through mobile. Getting to know each other more. We began to get closer and closer. You were so caring towards me. But I know, I broke your heart once. I remember you said you love me and wanted to be my partner but I turned you down, drastically. I have no feelings towards you at that time. But you did'nt give up. Every lunch time, you will get me water because you know I'm dehydrated. And you will buy lunch for me. We went home together. We hang out with Regie and TJ together. You send me home without fail. How can I not fall in love with you for all the effort that you did for me?

15th September 2009; we had Swensens for dinner after work. We were laughing and had so much to talk about. After which, you send me home. We walked and walked till I had muscle cramps and you massaged it for me. We had a pit stop for awhile at a particular void deck to rest. There, you asked me if I had a final decision to accept you as my partner. I was reluctant to tell you at first but you persuaded me for an answer. And finally, I whispered to your ears a YES!! I still remember the look on your face right after I said that one word! You were extremely elated and you were feeling on top of the world! You promised to take good care of me and you will be by my side forever. You even bought me a Purple Adidas watch which I'm still wearing it to date as a gift for accepting you.

But, things did'nt go as what I wish for the first week we're together as one. My heart was shattered after I get to know something really shocking! I burst into tears and could not believe what was happening at that time. You consoled and was sorry. Initially, I wanted to end the relationship but you begged for a second chance to prove your love towards me. You kneeled down for forgiveness. I decided to give you a chance after all but I still can't forget what happen till today.

Event though it still hunts me, I never regret having you as my partner. No one can love me the way you do baby. Even if we're having a war, we will find a way to solve it. Through good and bad times we're always there for each other. I'm sorry for all the annoyance I've caused.. I know I can be an irritating monster at times but you know me well bby. You know how to handle me when I'm not in a good mood. That's why I love you so much. I'm really glad you accepted Islam as your new religion now and I hope you believe in Allah. I thanked my parents for guiding him and Alhamdulillah, you know how to recite the Syahadat and perform prayers. I really respect you. I hope you can be a good Muslim. Insyallah

I know life is hard on you but I will always be by your side to help you always. You will always be my baby, Miko Fazriq Ferrer! Till death do us apart!

Thank you for the gorgeous purple rose and my favourite chocolate that you surprised me at work. I'm touched! And thanks for the dinner treat st Pizza Hut. Not to forget the blouse from OP. In short, thanks for everything bby!

HAPPY 1st YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

3rd Day Of Syawal

2010-09-13T20:24:00.002+08:00

Hafez first time joined my family, visiting my aunties and uncles yesterday. Finally my parents gets to meet him in person, face to face, one to one. haha. Anyway, blastful outing I must say. However, I'm down with horrible flu again. Toodles!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

2010-09-11T13:53:00.002+08:00

Hari Raya, well fortunately this year is slightly different because my bby love is celebrating his first Hari Raya with us! I believe he is super excited. Oh well, had a lot of fun despite a long gruelling day. The best part of all was, the food fiesta! Like every year, the foods is damn scrumptious! Yummy! Anyway, I Nurfazlin Bte Sukur would like to seek forgiveness. And I wish to all the Muslims out there, a Happy Hari Raya!!! Enjoy!

MY HAIR IS DAMAGED!!!

2010-09-05T15:18:00.003+08:00

Big mistake. I'm really disappointed with my new hair cut. Truly, deeply affected till I burst into tears. That bad! I was so upset and regretted cutting it. There goes my money. All went down the drain. After this horrible incident, I promise to myself I won't cut my hair anymore!!! Not even trimming it. Maybe just go for treatment once a month is fine. Damn shit! My hair looks like a piece of shit. Nabe Cibai!!!!!

LOVELY PEOPLE

2010-08-31T21:20:00.004+08:00

My two filipina colleagues are my happy pills at work. They never fail to bring a smile to my face despite having to go through a gruelling day. I'm easily socialize with them maybe because I have numerous Filipino friends too. I had a good day at work today. Everything went smoothly well and not to forget, it's pay day. The 3 of us without hesitation, rush to Vivo City OCBC bank to collect our cash money. Kiasu, I know. Infact, our boss was giggling non-stop when he saw our kiasu reaction to leave the office as soon as he surrender the cheques to us! hahaha! Anyway, I love Mary & Odessa. You babes are just like a big sister to me. Maraming Salamat Po! Paalam! =)

CREDITS TO SYRASKINS!

2010-08-29T13:10:00.005+08:00

Met Syra at her bazaar booth situated at Geylang yesterday to collect my pictures. Like Finally! Here are some of the shots snapped by Irfan, the Photographer. Sorry for the bad quality as it was scanned by my lousy scanner. I really like the outcome of it. I may not be a top model but at least I tried to be a model. HAHA! Maybe I should do it again. Next time with my bby love, Fazriq!!

IN THE OFFICE

2010-08-26T12:27:00.004+08:00

Currently, I'm in the office with a lot of tasks to do but I'm having my power break now. Directors and managers is out-station for now. I'm so bored can? Bby is now at Malaysia and I'm alone without him for 10 days. Hari Raya is around the corner and I'm not prepared or worst not looking forward to it. I don't know why. I still owe my close friends a meet up session. The question is now, when? Hmmm... Maybe I'll wait till pay day comes. Oh btw, remember I told you about the photoshoot I had with Esha by Syraskins? Collection of photos will be tomorrow, I think? So one of these days, I'll be posting the photos at Facebook and my blog. So stay tune alright?

Anyway, dear Allah, please protect my beloved Muhd Miko Fazriq Ferrer at all times. May he have a good health. May he have your blessings. Please take good care of him when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away. *sounds like the lyrics from Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold* hahaha! Ok I better start doing my works now. FASTER FASTER 6pm!!!!

IT'S BEEN AWHILE....

2010-08-19T20:11:00.002+08:00

Been preoccupied with work life lately. So many projects to complete. Very stressful! I proudly proclaim myself, a workaholic! I look like a pile of crapola due to sleepless nights but you know what? My man loves me anyway! Ramadhan has been exceptionally good so far but I wasted 1 day because I cried at work. Was too pressurised with the work loads. That horrible! Oh well, there's always the pros and cons in working life. For me, I have to endure and tolerate the shits at work. I need to start saving for my wedding and for the future of coz! So that's explain why I'm always busy busy busy busy. Lifeless! I don't meet my friends often. I no longer party, boozing, going to the beach and whatnot. Main reason, I have no time at all! Well the least I could do is, to meet my close friends once awhile. I do check them out via blog, twitter, facebook etc. I sound like I'm stalking. Haha!

However, I'm looking forward to two major events that I MIGHT be going. Firstly, Agnes Monica solo concert which will be held in September. I'm still not sure if it's a rumour or true. Or might be postpone? I'm still not sure but I'll find out, definitely! Secondly, ZOUKOUT 2010!! There's 50/50 chance that I'm might be going also. Depends on the Djs that will be spinning their music! Hopefully, David Guetta is in the list.. Hahaha! Fat hope la!

Bby and myself is doing good. My love towards him never change. I will be going to Philippines to meet the in-laws and his friends again! Yeayy!! I can eat those Peach-Mango Pies from Jollibee!! I can't wait!! Not to forget, SHOPPING!!! =)

So readers, I end my post with a shout-out to all Muslims out there, Happy Fasting!!!!

WEDDING

2010-08-08T16:08:00.006+08:00

The middle lady is NOT the bride, fyi..

Went to a wedding ceremony with my relatives & bby. Food was scrumptious! The decorations is fabulous! The bride and groom looking gorgeous! But the place is too crowded and super squeezy. Very HOT! I was sweating like crazy!!! Anyway, I had fun there. So when is my wedding day??? Stay tuned...... =)

LITTLE RASCALS!!!

2010-07-30T19:28:00.004+08:00

It's Upin & Ipin's birthday. I'm refering to Hilmi & Haris of coz! My mother took care of them since they were a baby. Just like Adriana, their lil sister. They've grown up infront of my very eyes. They are VERY MISCHIEVOUS!! Sometimes I can't tolerate the noise pollution they're creating at home. But sometimes, it's a bliss having them around. The irony is, when they're around, the house is in a mess & it's really noisy and kecohrable. But when they're not around, the atmosphere is so quiet and such a bore. I'll be missing them like there's no tomorrow. Hehe. Anyway, just a small treat from bby & myself. A power ranger cake! One of their favourites entertainment show...

NEW PHONE!!!

2010-07-25T17:44:00.003+08:00

I just got myself a new phone, Samsung Galaxy S. It's quite similar to those popular I-Phones. Initially, I thought of buying either I-Phone or Blackberry. Since it's very popular and lots of people are now owning one, I told myself why not try something that not many would own. So there you go, SGS! Well, I was a little bit confuse of the functions but I will get use to it. Now bby is jealous.. hehehehe..

PHOTOSHOOT!

2010-07-24T19:03:00.002+08:00

Dearest Esha & myself had a photoshoot session by SyraSkins last night. I was nervous at first because it was my virgin visit to their studio. Coolness! Thanks to Syra herself for the make over. I truly love it! Not to forget her bf for being our Photographer for the night. We were there from 9pm till 1am!! Yes! That effing long. But I enjoyed every moment with everyone. We will be receiving the Photos latest by end of next month. Stay tune for the pictures yah.. Oh! Thanks to Syamil (dearest Esha bf) for sending me home. Sorry to trouble him. You know, I thought of having another Photoshoot session by StudioFrost perhaps?

IS IT TRUE?!

2010-07-20T20:34:00.004+08:00

I get to know via @agnezone Twitter, claiming that Agnes Monica will have a solo concert in Singapore this September! Is it freaking true?!? If it's so, then I'll be jumping for joy. Well literally I'm already getting all excited about it. I'll have to sacrifice my savings for this concert which I've been dying for. I'll have to wait for updates from Twitter. Yeeeeehaaawww!!!!

GOOD SATURDAY!

2010-07-17T21:33:00.007+08:00

Since we were bored to death rotting at home on a Saturday, I came up with the idea to have swimming session over at Jurong West Swimming Complex. It's been donkey's years since the last time we had such outing. I had an awesome day with bby. Just like the good old times. It's just what we need. Numerous quality time for each other to strengthen the bond between us. After swimming, we went to nearby Pasar Malam and bought our favourite Burger Ramly, Putu Piring, Keropok Lekor and some drinks. Settled down at a nearby void-deck to have dinner. At the same time, we had a lot to talk about. From the past to the future. I love every moment with bby today and I want more! Oh btw, bby literally send me to work today and waited for me for 4 belardy hours at the coffee shop till I end work and send me back home. Really appreciate it! Thank you Miko! I love you very much!!
♥ ♥ ♥

HAPPY BUT SAD

2010-07-14T19:31:00.002+08:00

I thanked my parents and bby for the endless prayers and also to God for fulfilling our prayers. I finally secured myself with a good job and definitely a better pay. Location wise is a bit inconvenient for me but above all, I'm happy that I finally found one. However, I'm really heavy hearted to leave my current job. Mainly because, I will definitely miss my regular customers whom always bring a smile to my face. Especially, Heiko, Mike, Peter and Jamie! I will miss these dudes. Sad... =( Not to forget, my working mates, Ain & Elisha. All the best girls and all the best to me!! =)

A DAY OUT WITH MAMAT BESTIE!

2010-07-04T19:43:00.004+08:00

The last time I saw this boy was 5 months ago. During his 20th birthday. That freaking long. Even after he started serving National Service, I was'nt able to meet him until today. Yesterday was his POP. Congrats! So we decided to meet up and I swear I barely could recognize him at all. He lose weight a lot and dark! Whereas me, I gained weight a lot and I'm fair! hehehehe. I had a blastful day with him. Met up Fazil and Lan at Far East Plaza. Miss the old times...

A DATE WITH ROSFARINA!

2010-07-03T13:26:00.003+08:00

It was an impromptu meet up with my dear Kak Ros! Initially, plan to meet her was cancelled but last minute we decided to meet up instead. Hehe. Pantat gatal! We had Carls Junior for dinner. We were there for 3 hours, just talking about anything! She's someone I could talk to openly. A good listening ears and advisor. Love love love!

HAPPY 24TH!!

2010-07-01T10:35:00.003+08:00

Finally, you can watch Agnes Monica latest music video (MV) “Karena Ku Sanggup’” It capture the essence and meaning from the song (thanks to Agnes Monica great acting on the video).To be noted, Agnes Monica doesn’t wear make up in this MV but she still look so wonderful and beautiful, isn’t she a natural beauty?This song is more special, because it composed by Agnes Monica based on her personal experience. (Copied from Agnezone.com and edited by me)

Above all, I would like to wish her a very HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY!!! LOVE YOU AGNES MONICA!!

WHERE IT ALL BEGAN!

2010-06-27T21:32:00.011+08:00

This is Sir Joe. A senior bird trainer. I was a volunteer today during Birds and Buddies show.
Thanks to Din!!It's a Macaw and it's name is Vega!That bird is a Turkey Vulture!
It's name is Ventura!Meet my brother TJ!!!It's a Bateluer Eagle!
It's name is Arquila.

We went back to where our eyes first met. Yes it's Jurong Bird Park indeed. Good old times with all the lovely people was a bliss! Bby and myself is still remembered by most of them. We received discounted meal, free panorail rides, free feeding session and for the first time in my life, I get to handle a Vulture!! And I injured myself while handling it. Scarrryy but it's a good feeling. Thanks to the Falconers of coz! I had a blastful day with my dear bby. And I bet he had a great day with me too, especially when he gets to meet his Falconers again. I know he really miss working there...And I really miss my bby Falconer terribly much!!! The way he handled all the majestic eagles, vultures, hawks and etc. Especially the way he took good care of me at work. All the good memories is left behind... Love you Miko Fazriq Ferrer!! ♥ ♥ ♥

FET'S 21ST!!

2010-06-25T22:45:00.007+08:00

focus.. focus...this is not the final piece, yet.

It was a simple celebration at home. No big celebration from me as I'm financially on the rocks. Hope your dear friends did made your day a good one. Anyway, Happy 21st Birthday dear sister!

HOPE IS GONE...

2010-06-24T18:59:00.001+08:00

Terribly sad is what I'm feeling right now. Good opportunity just slipped off my hands and fell to someone else I know. I'm so feeling down. I thought it's going to be a happy ending but I was wrong. I put high hopes but I end up falling down, badly. How am I going to face this shit. Till when?

HE IS BACK!!

2010-06-21T22:12:00.003+08:00

I was late for 15 minutes. I woke up late and the belardy human traffic in the MRT was such a turn off! My dear bby flight landed at 9.30a.m and I reached at 9.45a.m. My bad for waking up late. Hehe. However he passed immigration only at 10.15a.m so I had to wait and wait. So my lateness was a no big deal after all. And there he was walking with a big smile on his face towards the arrival gate! 8 days being separated. I miss him terribly much! I'm tread on air, definitely!! More gifts from him, again. Thank you dear. And so I shall spend my days with him wisely, just in case, he needs to go back Philippines, again.. I hope not, cross fingers!

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!

2010-06-20T19:37:00.002+08:00

Well I did'nt actually celebrate it at all for this year. One of my uncles held some prayers for his father-in-law who has passed away at his house. Therefore all of my relatives went there lorh. The gift for daddy needs to delay till tomorrow. And on a random note, I just love baby Nana and baby Jannah because their damn cute and adorable! And oh! Tomorrow my beloved fiance will be back back back back!!!! Awesome!

HOME SOOOON..

2010-06-19T18:47:00.003+08:00

I don't know why nowadays, I tend to get a little too sensitive. To hell with it. I'll have to change for the better if I want my relationship to last forever. In 2 days time, I'll be waiting at the arrival hall for his return. I'll be in his arms once again. I won't be lonely anymore folks. Love is in the air!

LISTENING EARS!

2010-06-16T21:13:00.002+08:00

Despite feeling lethargic plus I'll have to miss another episode of Marimar, I managed to meet Sakinah. We had a lot to share and I'm grateful to have a friend like her. She's like a counsellor to me. In fact she was a student counsellor back in our secondary school times. She's definitely a good listener and advisor. Dear Kin, thanks for this wonderful 'date'. I really appreciate it for hearing me out. Please give me good news. *winks* Till the next 'date'! =)

APART!

2010-06-12T22:02:00.004+08:00

It's really been needed with everything we've been through recently and it was amazing to have that time just for us. Spend a wonderful day with him. Well good things do come to an end. However happy days will come again when the time comes. I'll miss him like crazy eventhough it will only last for a week. It's really a devil of a time trying to let go someone so special to you. Looking on the bright side, he'll be back! Dear God, please take good care of him while I'm not around. ♥ you Miko Fazriq Ferrer!

FUCKING PEOPLE!

2010-06-11T22:44:00.003+08:00

I've been keeping quiet, ignoring each humiliation and criticism and whatnot from all of you. It does'nt mean my silence tells them that I'm fine or I'm just taking things lightly. I may seem strong outside, but deep down inside, I'm terribly hurt. It hurts so much if they only knew how much I suffered. And to those people out there who've been stalking me (if there's any), or have been bad mouthing me, get a fucking life!!! What's your fucking problem fucking morons! Fuck shit life is a bitch sometimes!

TERMINAL 2

2010-06-09T18:05:00.006+08:00

Went to Changi Airport to settle some issues. When we decided to meet Regie up for lunch! Long time no see, I thought he mati already. LOL! I wish Tj could join us but sadly he's working mah. Laugh like nobody business. Just like the old times.. Gosh! Truly missed! Till the next meet up guys!!

SICK AGAIN!

2010-06-08T19:16:00.002+08:00

I'm starting to feel very weak. The cough is back. Sore throat, headaches and many more. Luckily I'm off duty for 2 days. Hopefully I'm able to fully recover by Thursday. And to add on to the sickness, I'm pretty disappointed with what's happening right now. He's leaving me behind, again! All the effort literally went down the drain. *heavy sigh* So many problems. So stressful. God help me!! =(

ROSFARINA'S 21ST PARTY!

2010-06-05T12:29:00.003+08:00

Celebrated Kak Ros's 21st advance birthday at ECP. Like finally I get to meet her! Happy happy! Looking forward to meet her again!

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!

2010-06-03T17:32:00.001+08:00

I met with my side-kick powering, Shamok after work at Vivo. It's been donkey's years since the last time I saw her. She turned 20 on 2nd June. Big girl already! I had a blastful day with my dear bestie. Not to forget, my fiance too! We had a lot of cathing up to do. Definitely we'll be meeting again. Erm... When eh? God's know.. Shamok I love you very much!

IT'S ALL WORTH EATING.

2010-05-30T16:49:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling all better now. Medications do help you know but having to continuously taking meds, is really annoying to me. I'm no longer feeling heavy and weak. However, the cough is still there! Glad that I'm back and able to work. Its been 2 weeks I'm stuck and rot at home. Super boredom I tell you. Now it's time to enjoy! GSS is here but a fat lot I can go shopping. I need to save for certain occasions. Hush Hush! I want to meet my dearest gfs and guyfriends please... aku rindu kawan kawan aku sia! Random, AGNES MONICA IS HOT HOT HEAT!

ILL!

2010-05-22T11:49:00.003+08:00

I haven’t felt well myself recently. And it is most displeasing to me!! I have been perfectly entitled to be bloody knackered. I felt generally “heavy” – my nose has been running like a stuck tap and I’ve got a nasty chesty cough. My feet is infected with whatever acid. At the same time, I know damned well that if I don’t rest and take it easy, that I’ll be ill for longer and that will be even worse! I feel like a fly trapped inside a tiny box – all buzz buzz buzz with nowhere to go. I HATE BEING ILL.

Last Thursday, bby accompanied me to consult the doctor. We spend almost 4 hours there. I was belardy sleepy, tired and sick. I have to go through urine test, blood test and X-ray. Afterwhich, we have to wait wait wait. I have an appointement next Monday. Gosh! Why it has to be this way and at the wrong time. I have to quit my temporary job because of my health condition. And that sucks big time!

So many medications. I hate it. I'm feeling horribly cold. Sore throat is killing me. I can't walk properly. I can't eat well. I can't even meet my friends. Damn shit. Anyway, I'm really thankful to my beloved fiance. He's been taking care of me well. He fed me medications. He cooked for me. He's always by my side when I'm feeling very weak. He put cold wet towel on my forehead. Sometimes I felt irritated when I'm forced to eat but he still insist that I must eat! hehe. I'm stubborn. I felt better today but I'm not fully recover. I still have to rest more.

I gave Noreen's 21st party a pass. I badly want to attend the party last night but my health condition does not allow me to go. I was shivering like mad. My body feels so weak. Sorry bebeh. I hope you like the gift Fred and me bought for u. =) I hope I'm fully recover by next Tuesday. I love you bby Miko!!

THE RETURN OF MIKO!

2010-05-17T20:01:00.003+08:00

Situations is getting better eversince he's back. I'm definitely elated to the core. Well there's still certain issues I've yet to settle. Family dinner at Sakura last night to celebrate the return of my beloved baby was special. I can't explain how tread on air I am right now! Happy days are here again! Woots woots!

SATISFIED!

2010-05-16T16:00:00.002+08:00

I did'nt come home for 2 nights. I was away to spend the quality times with Fazriq. Yes! He's back and he's bold! He gave me a surprise gifts from Philippines! I truly love all the gifts! I hope he won't leave me here alone, again. I can't help it if we're so far apart. Above all, I love Fazriq terribly much! Ikaw ang lahat sa akin! ♥

TOMORROW

2010-05-13T20:38:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the day I'm always looking forward to. I'm extremely excited! After 25 days of separation, we will reunite once again! Oh Mamma Mia, here I go again!!!

HOPELESS!

2010-05-07T18:57:00.002+08:00

I wish you're here with me now. I'm feeling extremely sad and frustrated. I need your warmth hug! Only you knows how to put a smile to my face when I'm feeling down. Everything seems unfair. I feel hopeless! I just want this agony to end. I miss your laughters, smiles, everything! I'm on the rocks. I'm stupid. It hurts when she said that! She thinks I'm a toy? What kind of mother would say such a thing to her childrens? Sad much! =(

IT'S ALREADY MAY?!

2010-05-02T17:01:00.002+08:00

It will be a busy year for me. I'm responsible for two missions for this year. I can't disclose it, yet. I will let you know when the time come. As for now, I'll be a busy girl. I'll try to find time to update and of coz, for my dear friends. Well hopefully. My dear Fazriq will be home, very soon. Pretty excited I shall say. I'll be waiting at the arrival hall, definitely! ♥

WEBCAM

2010-04-29T20:04:00.003+08:00

Everyday without fail, we will have webcam session. This is the only way we communicate with each other. Pretty sad! What to do? Lonely, I'm so lonely. I have nobody. Nobody have I! Kental, I know. I'm not an emo kid. I still live life to the fullest. Chin up, Cheer up & thumbs up! Haha! Merepek I dah start. K Bye!

JEALOUS MUCH!

2010-04-28T17:49:00.003+08:00

She's performing at Malaysia for the 2nd time! Jealous much I must say!! I really, badly hoping for that one day, she will post on her twitter, 'I will be performing in Singapore soon'. And if it really will happen, I'll be one of the most happiest girl on earth! I'm willing to attend the concert alone without any companion. Yes I do adore her absofucking much because she has powerful vocals, she's a talented dancer and she's a great actress. My forever diva! Woots woots! =)

PRETTY HAIR!

2010-04-27T19:43:00.003+08:00

I promise to myself, I won't cut my hair anymore! I will keep it long and I would love to curl it! I envy long curls. They are just gorgeous!!! Olala!!!

HANG IN THERE!

2010-04-23T19:28:00.002+08:00

He's away for 5 days now. I miss him terribly much. I've always pray for his safety and health. I wish he could come back for me at the soonest. Eversince he left, I felt lonely. I need him here when I'm feeling down. Just a couple of days ago, I was extremely disappointed over some issue. I cried horribly, wishing that he was here by my side to console me. I cried talking to him over the phone. Haiz.. What an agony! Despite going through a tough life, I strongly believe, it will all get better in time. Insyallah.

P/S : I love you, Fazriq.

LAST MOMENTS

2010-04-19T16:32:00.005+08:00

P/S : Come back soon. :.......(

AGAIN AND AGAIN!

2010-04-17T23:25:00.003+08:00

Hello. My day was great even though those birdies bubbled the plan, AGAIN!! Hate it! But who cares. Most importantly, bby was by my side. The good part was, I fulfilled my cravings to eat Carrot Cake!! It was yumtastic! Quality time with the best is never bored! Sadly, good things come to a stop. =.....(

MAHAL KITA TALAGA!

2010-04-15T20:31:00.002+08:00

Happy 7th Monthsary to us! I'm very happy with our relationship. We've made this far and hopefully, till eternity. Sadly, happy days soon will vanish. Above all, I love Muhammad Miko Fazriq Ferrer so damn much! Mwah!

STRENGTH!

2010-04-14T20:24:00.002+08:00

I shall spend my final 5 days with you. It's gonna be hard but we have to go through it at all events. Recently, we talked quite a lot. I cried every night before flaking out. The agony is a challenge which I'll have to brace myself to be a strong person. It will all get better in time. Hopefully....

IT'S BEEN AWHILE.

2010-04-09T19:35:00.002+08:00

I'm belardy lethargic due to work. From Tanjong Pagar transferred to Suntec. Preferred at Tanjong Pagar because lesser crowd and nothing much to do. On a random note, I truly miss all the lovely people at Jurong Bird Park. Abruptly, I miss working there with my power team! I might consider transferring to Night Safari?? Morning at Suntec then by evening I'll be at Night Safari. How about that? Workaholic much? Need to think carefully. I'm working my ass off. That's explain the lack of updates. Toodles!

IT'S HOLLOCKBACK GIRL!

2010-04-01T18:04:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO SYAHIRAH!!!! I miss her terribly. I bet she must be having endless of joyness over at Melbourne!!! I wish to visit her there some day. If I have enough budget! hehe... I wish her the best in life. May she bless with lots of joy and happiness!! XOXO

STRONGER!

2010-03-31T22:44:00.003+08:00

Quality time with the best was a bliss. My new job is cool with great people around. Life is great if you know how to appreciate it. And so, I bid my goodbyes to March which has been full of ups and downs. I will not forget the vacation to Philippines. That was extremely MADNESS!

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!

2010-03-27T22:38:00.005+08:00

Eventhough mom's endless naggings is deafening to my ears, work is giving me hell and I'm financially on the rocks, I still smile and laugh. Despite having to go through all that, I know and personally believe that there's got to be more to life! Chin up and strive for the best. Never give up! Together we go through these obstacles bby. Mahal Kita Talaga! ♥

SACREDLY AGNEZIOUS!

2010-03-24T19:28:00.003+08:00

From 6 April onwards, I want to stay at home on every Tuesday night. Mainly because, the Indonesian drama series, Jelita, will be showing on Suria!!!! It's my idol i'm talking about you know? Agnes Monica! How great! Eventhough I have watched the entire episodes via youtube, it's not a sin to watch it again right? I was tread on air when I get to know this news. Woot woot! Dear Agnes, when will you be performing in Singapore? I'm still hoping for my wish to come true!

VACATION TO PHILIPPINES!

2010-03-20T14:49:00.004+08:00

I've been away for vacation to Philippines with my beloved family and bby. Bby and myself went from 12th March till 19th March whereas my family went from 13th till 16th. It's a blastful vacation I must say. Eventhough we did'nt managed to go Boracay Island, I enjoyed myself there especially with bby by my side. It's shopping madness and food fiesta week! I experienced lots of things like, riding the jeepney, MRT. Awesome! Had the chance to meet his family and friends. I'm shy as usual. I know bby was extremely elated to meet them after so long being seperated. I'm looking forward to go Philippines again. Next time round, to Boracay Island!!!

On my arrival day to Singapore, I did'nt expect to see Esha bby to literally fecth me. I was utterly shocked and elated!! How thoughtful of her. I seriously need to meet my babes coz I have a little something for them. I miss all my friends. What did I missed during my vacation? Adriana's 1st Birthday which falls on 16th March. Oh btw, I'm proud to say that I've been working with Digiphoto for 1 year now!! LOL!

Next stop? Bali or Genting Highlands???? Need to save save save!!

BELOVED GIRLFRIENDS!

2010-03-11T19:58:00.003+08:00

I met my babes today before I left for Philippines tomorrow. It's been donkey's years we did'nt meet each other. I miss them terribly. Everyone is busy with their own life but we tried to meet up once a while. Sadly, Ela had to work today. Still we managed to visit her at her work place like usual. So the rest of us proceeded to Esplanade Rooftop and just chill-out. It's a bliss having these people around me. I love my babes. Till we meet again girls... Lots of love, Palin.

I'M GROWING UP!

2010-03-09T20:48:00.003+08:00

I'll have to admit that I gained weight. A LOT of weight I have to say. Everyone I know, said the same thing. 'Eh Palin / Fazlin, you gained weight sia! '. I gained weight eversince I'm with Fred. He pampered me with foods foods foods and more foods. That's why I'm getting chubbier. I'm not complaining. I'm happy that's all. Bby said he don't mind my physical changes. He's just happy to see me being happy. But I have to maintain my diet. I don't wanna get too fat. I need to slim down a bit, if I can. hahaha! I think it will take quite some times, months or years.. LOL! On a lighter note, 3 more days to blast off!!!! Yeeehhhaakk!!

I HEARTS YOU!

2010-03-05T09:54:00.004+08:00

So many things to say but I'll keep it short and simple. My bimbotic manager is on leave for 2 weeks!! Good thing is, stress free. Bad thing is, I have lots of responsibilities to do. Left with exactly a week to blast off! I'm extremely excited! I'm looking forward to 11th March. Double happiness with bby and my beloved girlfriends!!! Reunion day is here again!!! Stay tuned for more updates!! Yeeehhaaakk!!

ALLAH SELAMATKAN KAMU!!

2010-03-01T12:23:00.000+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday Esha darling!!!! Great to know you had a blastful birthday surprises by your bff. I bet your 21st birthday should be much much much more blastful ha?!?! Anyway, I just wanna wish you a good life ahead. Stay healthy always. Palin miss you so much! Meet up soon!!!

THE DAY HAS COME!

2010-02-27T20:21:00.003+08:00

I wish everything was just a nightmare. I wish you could stay and I were to leave. Snap back to reality, it's not a dream, it's for real! It's bby's last day of work. I am so upset. I will definitely miss his presence at work. Screw that bastard for ruining his life! I abhor him! Anyway, I had a blastful photo shoot session with The Falconers today. Everyone was so agitated and they were having lots of fun! I can see sorrows through bby's eyes. But he still smile and laugh despite the hardship he's having now. He's a strong person. Now, whenever I'm assign to do show, I won't be seeing him. This is pretty hard for me. I no longer have the mood to work anymore. I have no motivation. Wake up in the morning without anything to look forward to at work. Crap! I know I'm being silly. I have to acclimatize with the new conditions now. I just want to find a new job so do bby. Anyway, more pictures uploaded at FaceBook. Check them out!

I'M A BUSY WOMAN!

2010-02-25T22:20:00.003+08:00

I am preoccupied nowadays. There's so many things going on in my mind. I have lots of important mission I need to accomplish. I have plans I need to get it done and over with. I have to say that I've been missing a lot in life with my dear friends. Abruptly, I miss the good old times when I was so much younger. I'm all grown up now. There's a lot of responsibilities I need to take care of. And there's a big news I wish I could say it out here but it's not the right time yet. One fine day, I will. Not many of you might know it so I'll hush hush for the time being. In the meantime, I have so many errands I need to do. Appointments here and there. Bby is busy with his course while I have to work my ass off. Oh! Exactly 15 more days to blast off!!!!! So excited like OMG faster lah!!

STUPID MORON!

2010-02-19T12:40:00.002+08:00

Like finally after 6 gruelling days of madness, I'm finally OFF-duty. I am so tired for the past few days. So much pressure from Raj kills me mentally and physically! I abhor him to the extreme! Oh shit, I forgot. It's my off day right? However, I received a call from that bastard, saying that I might need to come down JBP to settle some problems!!! NBCB! TANG INA MO!!! I want and need to rest for goodness sake!!! After today, I still have 3 days to work and one day off again. MORON BASTARD!

GREAT NIGHT!

2010-02-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

Bby won 2 free Golden Village movie tickets at work just now. So he decided to catch a movie at night with me. Initial plan was to catch Valentine Day. However we have zero idea what the movie is about so the next plan was Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief! Well, I ranked it 3 of 5 popcorns! Not bad. The main actor is pretty good looking I must say. Loved every moment we spent together!! Mahal Kita Fazriq!

KONG XI FA CAI!!

2010-02-16T23:14:00.002+08:00

Celebrated CNY after work with my colleagues was awesome!!! We played UNO and I won lar abe?!?!?! What can I say, they rocks!! I love them all for the joy and laughters they showered me!

HAPPY DAYS ARE HERE AGAIN!

2010-02-15T22:30:00.003+08:00

14th February like every year, my family celebrates Mom's birthday!!!! We dined in Fig & Olive for dinner. Since it's Valentine Day too, my dear boyfriend literally surprised me with a bouquet of purple rose and it comes with a ring too! I was utterly speechless and definitely delighted! I did'nt expect it! Fet and mom received a stalk of red rose each. How sweet of you bby... And lastly, he surprised, not only my mother, but all of us with a birthday cake! We could'nt thank him enough! I love you so much bby. Always remember that.

As for today, marks our 5th monthsary together! How time flies. From strangers, to close friends, and now, we're blissfully attached. It's been a roller coaster ride for us but thank God, we're still standing strong together! Through thick and thin, I'll stick with you bby. Another surprise gift from him at work just now. A new wallet!!!!! I truly like it so very much! I like the butterfly thingy the most! Not to forget it's in PURPLE!! Yeeeehakkk!! And I was told that he has one more, last gift for me.. I wonder what it is... Geeee bby, I could'nt ask for more, I'm just feeling on top of the world. I too have some gifts for him, sooooooonnn...

MAHAL KITA TALAGA BBY! HINDING HINDI KITA IIWAN!!!!
* I really love you bby! I won't ever leave you! *

STAND BY ME!

2010-02-13T21:04:00.003+08:00

I had a really horrible, extremely terrible and definitely dreadful day at work! Firstly, I have zero mood to work anymore, my dear boyfriend is off-duty, Raj is getting on my last nerves. Lastly, there's this particular Indian guest who is asking for a mega flying kick from me. Moron or what you evil whore!!!! And to you Raj, may you rot in the hottest corner of hell for making my life miserable. Gosh! I am definitely frustrated today till I almost burst into tears, seriously. Let's skip the negative part and proceed to the bright side of life.

My dear boyfriend bought for me Carls Junior and came all the way to JBP to have lunch together. Eventhough it was merely 30 minutes of lunch together, it meant a lot! Thanks my love. Oh well, afterwhich, he went back home while I continued with my duties. Towards the end of the day, I was exceedingly pissed off! I'll yada yada that part and moving on... Bby waited for me at Boon Lay interchange and surprised me with a rose. It's not a real rose, but it was really thoughtful of him. He knows I had a rough day so he bought that to cheer me up. Indeed I was contented and felt much better being around his arms... I love you so much Fred. Thanks for standing by me through hard times and I'll promise to you I'll stand by you, forever!!!

IT WAS A BLAST!

2010-02-11T21:37:00.004+08:00

Work was a major bummer at first. That idiotic manager of mine kept demanding me to do all sort errands, one after another. I was pathetically exhausted ok! I almost blow up at one point of time, seriously! Of all people, it's ALWAYS me who needs to do this, that. He thinks I'm his belardy gofer or what? My ass lar! Sorry for the vulgarities. I just happened to recall back the sh*ts I was having early this morning. Anyway, manager and myself is not in talking terms ever since last Saturday. I'm not being the usual me nowadays. I bet, the entire park should know why. Well, let's not brag about it and move on. Manager tried to dig in to my personal life problems but I kept avoiding him as I was totally pissed off to the extreme! Mind your own business and reflect you own self before meddling with my personal life!

Anyway, on the bright side, I thank all those people whom literally enlightened my day! It was a hilarious day I must say. Whenever manager is not around, our insanity will just automatically arise and we will be jumping everywhere, dancing, singing, playing games, talk crap about anything, bitch talked, and etc. Awesome! I kept on laughing and giggling non-stop hits. But when that idiot appeared from nowhere, we will all shut our craps out and pretend that we're actually 'working' so very hard!! LOL! We called our self, ACTORS AND ACTRESSES!!! What the crap?! We could win oscar awards you know.. hahaha! Meraps already... The fun didn't end there. We had dinner at KFC after work. Can't stop sharing our stories like there's no tomorrow. Anyway, I really love my working colleagues so very much! They always cheered me up whenever I'm not in my very best mood.

After dinner, bby never fails to fetch me. We proceeded to our favourite spot and had a short talk. And home sweet home. He's super tired.. I bet he's soundly asleep now.. Love you bby!! I'm off duty tomorrow, so does bby! Another quality time perhaps?

THIS IS LIFE!

2010-02-09T18:43:00.005+08:00

Baby and myself is going through a series of life-changing issues. For a moment, you'll be enjoying all the great days of your life, the next thing you knew, you're suffering so bad. This is a challenge from God for both of us to overcome it. I know bby is really stress of all the pressure he's having. The agony is REALLY excruciating. If there's a will, there's always a way! I still smile despite all the shits I'm going through. Because there's a man, who will always be there for me. He makes me feel happy even when I'm feeling crappy. And that man name is Muhammad Miko Fazriq a.k.a Frederick Ferrer! And I'll always give him my support no matter what happens!

THIS IS SERIOUSLY ABSURD!!

2010-02-05T20:45:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 20TH MAMAT!!

2010-02-01T12:24:00.005+08:00

It was a very last minute preparation. But it was successful! Thanks to those who've helped and those who managed to celebrate it with lots of joy! Once again, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MAMAT!! Hope you enjoyed yourself. I miss hanging out with the bunch. Indeed I enjoyed myself with everyone last night! Gerek! I will miss you all for sure. Till then, hope I'll be able to hang out with you all in days to come.

DIGIPHOTO GATHERING!

2010-01-31T23:58:00.006+08:00

It's such a waste gathering I've ever attend in my life!!! Why? I was utterly drunk and could'nt enjoy my night with my colleagues. I'm such an idiot. I can't even stand up properly. Luckily bby was around if not, I'll be lying down on the floor like a drunkard bastard, seriously. And before I was drunk, I only ate 2 pieces of chicken wings!! How pathetic right?!?! For the entire night, bby told me that I was lying down on his lap and talked craps. Gosh! I'm such a loser when come to drinking. No more drinking, unless bby is around!!! HAHA!!

BABY IT'S YOU!

2010-01-26T22:55:00.002+08:00

Extremely wild day for bby and me!! I sungguh suka!! My bf is off duty today whereas I'm suppose to work. However, I was sent home at 11 a.m because I was mentally and physically not fit to work. Therefore, I met my bf up to have the quality time together since last night was a disaster for us. Great day with him I must say. He just know how to put a smile to my face. Although there's a moment I was hurt by his unintentional harsh words. Still he managed to console me with his warm hugs and kisses. I love my wild boar monster!!!!

THROUGH GOOD AND BAD TIMES

2010-01-26T11:00:00.000+08:00

We had a huge massive argument at the crack of dawn; 3.30 a.m. He ended up in floods of tears because we were actually arguing not just about something silly and ridiculous … but about something that didn’t even happen!! I won't talk much about what actually happen early this morning. The only thing that utterly vanish my anger and annoyance was that, my dear bf came all the way down to my area and persuaded me to look outside my room window. And there he was, kneeling down in the middle of the road, seeking forgiveness from me. I was indeed touched and burst into tears. NO ONE in my entire life, have ever did that to me!!!! It was really thoughtful of him to do such a sweet thing for me. I really love you bby! I'm sorry too for being such a pain in your ass all these while. As promised, through good and bad times, we'll always be together!

I HATE THIS PART!

2010-01-24T18:27:00.004+08:00

I was feeling so very well, energetic and positive mood early in the morning. It all faded away and replaced with horrible headache, my entire body was shivering and not to forget, I literally vomitted thrice! That bad! I realized I was beginning to feel slightly unwell after I had lunch. There's high possibility that the food that I ate was the reason why... A big thanks to Evelyn for the concern and aiding me when I'm at 4pm show. Not to forget my dear bby for the endless love and concern he had for me. I was sent home early, AGAIN! I really miss my dear bf alot! Yes we do see each other in the park BUT only if I'm assign to do show. If not, a fat lot I'll be seeing him during working hours. It's been 2 days now, I've not had a proper conversation with him face to face. I'm yearning for his hugs and kisses...... Frederick, you're badly missed by your dear gf!!!

GROOM MY ROOM!

2010-01-23T21:04:00.002+08:00

Oh no no.. That's definitely NOT my room. It's a bit similar I shall say... The peace sign on the wall... Yerp! I have that too, but slightly small and it's in blue. I have a new bed. Bigger than the old one. Really comfy and I have been sleeping pretty well recently than before. On a random note, I can't wait for March. It's gonna be peace madness for me!!

8 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP!

2010-01-22T17:42:00.004+08:00

It was an impromptu meet up with Mamat. Initial plan was to go out (double date) to catch a movie. Oh well, my bby has Keeper's Night D&D so we'll have to delay it. We had lunch, Mamat's treat! We had so much to share since I've not been hanging out with him for donkey's years! OMG! I missed our old times honestly. His 20th birthday is just around the corner. Damn I have zero idea of how to throw a party for him. Oh well, it's our 8 years of friendship this year. Hopefully till eternity we'll always be best friends, like Shamok and me!! weeeeee!!!!

SATURDAY FUN-DAY!

2010-01-20T19:16:00.004+08:00

This was last Saturday. Did'nt had the time to blog about it. So, on that very day, my parents, bby and myself went over to Darul Arqam. It's time for him to begin learning more about Islam. Well I can tell from his face that he's nervous but nevertheless, my parents and myself will be guiding him. We'll be heading over there again on 31st for a seminar. I die die need to take urgent leave. After enquiring about this and that, we had lunch at Hajah Maimunah. Heavenly scrumptious! Moving on, we went to Mingseng cause mummy needs to change her necklace while bby search for a ring. hehehehe. Then roamed around Joo Chiat aimlessly while waiting for mom's necklace to be ready. blablabla.. home sweet home... Thank God for giving bby the opportunity to be a Muslim.

ONE OF THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE.

2010-01-15T23:58:00.015+08:00

We went to West Coast Park to spend our quality time together there. It was our 4th month. It was an awesome night with him. Never did I thought, we could literally bumped into my dear bestie, Shamok! I was indeed contented upon seeing her even though it was only for a short while. We definitely need to hang out together babe! And so, bby and myself sat by the shore and just talked about just anything; Where we first met. How he fall for me. Our silly arguements. Our happy days. I do have something special for him just now. I made him to shut his eyes until I'm all prepared. I bought for him this particular G-Shock watch that he's been dying for since last year but did'nt had the chance to grab it. Therefore, being a sweet gf of his, I intended to surprise that watch during our 4th monthsary. He was surprised and speechless. The most touching part was he literally cried infront of me claiming that he was touched. He did'nt expect it. It brought him to tears. Tears of joy. I love you so much Fred.

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